Ive been so happy with you. Happiest ive ever know myself to be. And the worst part about it was that you were happy too.

Maybe after awhile, you forgot the reasons why you were always happy was because i was there to pick you up. I was there to cheer you on. I was there to give you treats that i knew would lift up your spirits.

The worst thing about last night, was that i didnt get a chance to tell you i loved you on the 11th. It is truely a really special day in my heart. But why do you always pick fights when you dont have a clear mind.

Everytime your friends ask me how many times ive carried you home, you have no idea how happy i am to hear that. Because i willingly do it, bring you home and drag your ass from the car.

I need you to be the one whos there for me. I need you to be the one who cares for me. I need you to be the one who bothers to be with me even when we are extremerly bored. I have been everything i can to you, so why cant you put yourself aside and put me in your mind.

I used to go to your fb and look at our photos cause you would always wanna upload them no matter how long it took. But now, theres just an empty space and you just really couldnt be bothered. Maybe you didnt know that all this while, even though you gave me such a hard time, you were the one i found peace in, strength in, i found that i wanted to spend my life with you.

Idk. Would we ever be awesome again? Would we ever be we again. Im willing to work on it with you. Even though you might be the one who needs to work on yourself more. Would you bother?

Just me (eLiz)