It's 4.47am

Some nights i just dont want to sleep. I keep thinking maybe just maybe he'll get up and talk to me through the night. The nights are never easy for me.

I've been watching Jap Drama these few nights. it's not very like me unless it's Hana Yori Dango. haha. But still.. i guess it gives me mixed up feelings then what i'm feeling doesnt feel that bad after all.

I find myself sitting at the dinner table with nothing else to do. And i'm just holding up my phone. Cause i know you're gonna text any time within the next 45 mins. after all it's gonna be your wake up call ringing in your ears soon. and i love talking to you in the morning.

Cause i know we have all the time in the world and theres no such thing as are you tired?

Sometimes it's just hard to explain.And it's really weird when you go online and someone comes by, and you can talk to and joke around and be serious. and you realise that hrs have passed.

and im back to square one.

Staring at my phone.
Your text is coming soon.

4.55am

i miss you.

Just me (eLiz)