you're lying beside me,
and im supposed to be studying my supply chain.
But as always, you are my priority on the weekends.

So many things to say... but somehow as always,
i always have this difficulty putting things in words
unless of course it's in black and white,
i might always mean what i say.

the week was torture
my heart couldnt take it
but i didnt want to tell you.
i might have become a little numb and insensitive
but i feel it's only right of me
since you dont know what i am feeling.

it's just like every weekend you're living the life
and every sunday it gets stripped away from you.
you're so lost.
and by the time you get used to it, you're living life again.

like a see saw

i cant breathe i feel like im suffocating
in this huge thing that i want but leaves me there.
just there
just like that.

but for you,
i wonder why i'd do anything.
even when i think i dont want to love you anymore.
i know i'm just lying to myself.

you'd never understand why i am the way i am because of what i went through.
no one will.
they always say they understand.

what will it take
i'd do anything to make myself better.

the thing is will you do anything to make me feel better?


never the less. this is the one love i want so much it's eating me from the inside.
heal me baby.
be my enchantress

Just me (eLiz)