♥Monday, June 30, 2008 } 7:55 AM
When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
i was early for school today. and i was hungry. so i guess i had to seize the opportunity and eat. i ate healthy ok. dont ask what i had.
then after lessons i went to smoking alley with zhi yi, lp, chua and dd. TO PLAY BRIDGE. i can play it now. haha. a lil bit. but i still got a lot to learn. they used to bet sticks. but that we didnt bet. i DONT bet.
and I DONT HAVE STICKS. =) i dont! ok!
anyways.
went to meet nic. my shot at laughing my ass off. ate ice cream with him and PP. then we all had to go. I CANT BELIEVE NIC SAW MY FACE WHEN I.... haha. oh wells. SHHHHHHH haha. so pai seh.
studied at the library till the lights went off. then i studied at the atrium while waiting for dad. =)
sbm club meeting was as always. and i saw nazarath. but ya.. it seemed a lil weird. casue we used to talk about lots of stuff that.. ya.. arent relevant right now.
anyways. yes. today was a lil rough. and all. the aftermath of last night. somehow i would rather not have had that talk with mum and dad. and i would still be composed somehow.
it's a hard fight right now. and yes. i'm struggling. ok. i said it. IM STRUGGLING. just talking is hard enough. talk about eating. ha! and im never taking those happy pills casue they have side effects. and i dont have to take those other huge pills anymore cause ya... i dont have to. no dislocations since the last time =) be happy for me ok?
it was good to see you today. it kept me going for about an hour. haha.tmr game in school vs alliance. lucky they coming at 8 plus. hah.. i dont wanna dont wanna dont wanna dont dont dont wanna play against them. i mean us! since they're MY team. haha. jj and the others say they're gonna be there. hmmmmmmm..
if only it was you.......
