doesnt it just suck when there's so much on your mind. and you cant help but feel like you need to take things one at a time

and each one.. one step at a time.



i was walking today. and i smelt something familiar. i couldnt help but think it was you nearby. and i turned to look for you. but. you werent there.



I'd call myself stupid for thinking that maybe i should just forget the past and look towards the better future you keep promising me. there's a lot to forget. let alone forgive.

i dont know where the road is taking me. i just try to live each day and try to smile throughout it.


I've been walking the road alone for some time now. and it feels free and easy. better than having to think about your problems all day long. but still.

i miss a lot of things. the smell triggered memories of...

not being alone when you've had a bad day
not being alone when you need a hug
not being alone when you're so stressed out with school
not being alone when you've had enough of mum and dad
having someone to talk to everynight
Someone holding you and not letting go.
just staying on the line even though you have nothing to talk about


oh well. times change.

and when the only one who makes you smile is someone who's out of your league. and you know it only makes you sadder. what can you do.

nothing.

Just me (eLiz)