yesterday i had filming which was soooo sooo tiring..

the night before.. fri night to be exact. the usual gang took the foreign exchange students out for drinks food and clubbing at clarke quay. i only stayed for drinks. cause i had filming the next day.

never really thought of clubbing as something i was really into.. just something i did with the right friends who just wanted to have some fun. and yes i did have fun that night. leaving was hard to do.. but i had to leave anyways.

turns out only some of em went clubbing and the rest went to eat. if i stayed.. i would've gone to eat hhahaha!!

anyways.. albert texted me this mrn after reading my blog. it was about the smoking part.dont worry.. me smoking was not part of anything or any rebellious act. it was just a i chill with you you chill with me kinda thing. and like i've told sharon.. it's a past i'm not going to go back to. =)) i've promised ppl already.

well... i told everyone i'd stay the whole night the next time we do the night activity with the foreigners. =)) casue i'm in for anything with the usual gang! be it good or bad.. i'll be there!! =))

i was super tired last night. taking that i got home at 1.30 sat mrn and had to bathe and all it was 2 plus by the time I GOT INTO BED.

realised i capitalised the I GOT INTO BED casue that doesnt mean i slept immediately. i couldnt sleep in fact.. i was like tosssing and turning and it was dam hot... with the air con like lower than 18 degrees.. being hot is not a good thing. then in the end.. the alarm rang at 5 and i was like dam it!!!!!! time to force myself out of bed.


jody and biscuit were going to pick me up and go for breakfast at 6. =))) i tried mcgriddles.. i dont like.. sweet and salty... i'd choose salty to sweet.. BUT THEN... when they're together.. that's the worst.


haha!!

oh.. guess who messaged me this mrn


NYL!!!!


in case you're wondering yes.. that's my ex bf.


he texted me some kinda poem telling me how miserable he was... omg omg omg.. i was like thinking whether i should reply or not casue i was kidna bad to not reply.

if i had replied i was going to say something like not moving from my spot is safer for me then moving ten steps back and being with you again.

i mean i want him to move on and not dwell on it anymore. casue truth is i'm not going to get back with him. jody'd slap me if i did. steph and aaron would be such poor things to hear me bitching about him all the time.. and yea i would be like meeting him never in the r/s and every phone call i get i'd be like i'm busy call me later.


so... i dont know.. maybe i should just ignore it. i dont know.. am i being super mean.. hmmmmmmm..


anyways... i said to the gforce ppl yst.. i dont want filming to end!!! casue cause cause i will miss em sooooo much.. all the time we've been together.. we've grown to each other..hmmm.. rmb the time we all sat in the same room and were like who the hell is that.. omg.. she dam pretty.. omg.. her chinese dam good.. omg.. that girl dam short.. her chinese sucks like hell. hahaha!!


anyways.. yes.. i'll miss you guys =((

Just me (eLiz)