thinking about you thinking of me


Sometimes things happen sometimes things dont. but when they do. what do you do?
a friend needs saving. you save? at the risk or expense of your happiness. at the expense of everything you have.

Watching everything in your hands become nothing becasue of something you did out of your goodwill. where the fuck does that leave you. in the desert? in the antarctic?



i tear my heart open sew myself shut. my weakness is that i cared too much



my fault from the start.. it was a boundary i should never have crossed. but now that it's done. everything turns to ash.
The people that meant something to you no longer want you to mean something. The people who were so tight no longer wanna stay with you.



Where's the love?




when you ask me what i want this year.


well a chance that we'll find better days. a chance.. that we'll find better days.



It's not so simple you said to me last night. but honestly please. do this for me.. think... you think it's easy for me?

This mrn i woke up.



every word's forgiven now. Cause tonights the night the world begins again

i let it go. start a fresh. cant you see all this is for you. but it wont matter anymore casue i'll try to pick myself up.

finding myself sitting on the floor of a random place. music playing. thoughts running. i need things to be perfect right now. i need it cause i'm only just starting to walk again.




the dawn is breaking
a light shining through
you're barely waking
and i'm tangled up in you


i wanna love you. but i cant. otherwise i'd say this. i kinda miss you.

Just me (eLiz)