here i am again. recently i cant help but feel a lil scared?? like i dont know what's going to happen next or what's going to happen tmr the day after that.

Somehow a week ago? i had a real bad dream. i woke up and told mum and dad. It was somewhat about me being in a car accident. i was just walking by and a white subaru just zoomed straight into me.

i know it's the usual liz you think too much but then again. come to think of it. what's going to happen after that. Would i have been ready. would i have been happy.

sometimes we all get thoughts like this. or maybe we dont.. but what it really did to me was wake me up and say hey. stop looking at the things we shouldnt be looking at. and start living your dreams.

I really dont want to be in a coffin really slim and thinking i should have eaten that chocolate cake. i dont want to be in there and say i should have said something nicer to her. i certainly dont want anyone's last thought to be something sad or something to saddening.

anyways.. yes to cheer myself up. i'm going jogging right now. and yea.. earlier i was going through the victoria secrets site. woooo time to change my background. hahaha.. show you some picutres later. =))

wish me luck haha. peace out. =)

Just me (eLiz)