♥Sunday, December 16, 2007 } 9:48 AM
i dont have much to blog about these days. but randomly when something does pop into my head.
What ifs pop in and out. and you really start to wonder what if. What if i woke up and everything was gone? what if i found that i could never see mummy and daddy again? what if i woke up right next to you? what if one day i was really gone.
often there's too much in a day we miss out certain things. but then there are always those lingering thoughts that flood our mind. We get lost in our own daily lives. too lost that we forget the things we thrive on.
We focus on the things we think will benefit us. true. our formula to success. But the root of acheivement is lost. and we lose sight of things. The things that really matter to us.
Money over mind and matter. Mind over matter. who the hell cares about such terms. in todays society focusing on the prize is the main aim. But what is the prize anymore.
They never tell you the prize comes with a price. A price you pay. the lonliness you dwell in. and you realised you paid for it with all your years of focus and dough spent on education.
Dont get me wrong. Education is very important. and that ia why i slog my ass off. but when you sit down and realise. There is no accomplishment at the end of the day without success. and success is not all about the dollars and cents. it's in every aspect of your life.
So where does the money come in now. And you realise you've wasted your time on the affair with the boss becasue he's married. or your relationship with the executive wont work casue you just dated him for his big fat wallet and generous nature.
Where does success ifs dos and donts fall.
What if i cease to exist tomorrow. i would know that i have not lived my life to the fullest. liv everyday like it's your last. but how? you cant. becasue you think about tmr. and how if i live to the fullest today. there's nothing left for tomorrow. well then you think about it. your succes.. is it by definition or imagination.
You've come so far without achieving anything. Why waste anymore time dwelling on something you know wont work. skip and find your dream your meaning of success.
all i want for christmas.
