i met lester yesterday. we went to watch that magical emporium thing. i thought it was a dam good show. yes yes. very touching. the part where mr magorium was leaving. holding back my tears cause lester was there. haha



Anyways. i was looking at the way she didnt believe in magic. isnt it familiar? the way some people dont believe in love. hahaha. ai yo. but really.



was talking to aaron on the phone about the stupid word called love. what is it? it's full of shit. but people still believe in it. casue most of the time it's that one person who makes them smile. that one person who is able to make their whole life finally mean something.



well have you ever felt like you cant tell someone you miss em. or love em. or cant hug em. Well that's exaclty what i'm talking about. so are we fortunate? or unfortunate to have found something we think is everything.

We continued our talk today and yes instead of him breaking down and all. i was totally distraught. He said. When we find love we hold on to it. becasue it's hard to find. not that it doesnt exist. it's just hard to come by.

But what if they perfectly awesome guy is standing right before your eyes. but you wont talk to him. and he wont talk to you. pride is just to great.

I dont know what to believe in anymore. all i know is love is a great force that exists around my bubble. and in people around my bubble.

I just read NADs blog. and. er. ya. i'm sorry.

i just dont know what to feel.what to think. what to do?.

well.. i'll just keep drifting until someone stops me. i'll just keep falling until someone catches me. I'll just keep crying until someone dries my tears. =)

till then it's just me.

how now brown cow. i dont know what to say to you. but at the same time i have so much to tell you.

Just me (eLiz)