I was just reading tyng's blog. Well tyng. you realise that you're being crazy to ever think of such things right. And it was probably sparked off by.... ahem?? and my day yesterday?? i wouldnt know.

Whatever it is.. We're not half as hot as you are. We're all hot in our own ways. And at the end of the day.. it's just HOT. period.

Being hot is not all that. anyways i'm not hot at all.. it's just the topshop thing that got into me and only after sem 2 the dressing got better again. What i'm trying to say is.. i dont get everything i want.. stares?? ya.. from ah peks. nurul was even telling me the mutt stories. anyways.. outer beauty cant take you everywhere. yea it can bring you far.. but not all the way... we need both.. maybe one more than the other.. But we have it.

Top 6 remember. We have it. But we gotta prove to ourselves that we are our top. We are all that we can be and no one can bring us down.

I want so many things.. but not everything i can get.. know what..you know what i'm talking about.. and to me not getting that thing is enough to say everything about me is a failure. then again we cant think that way right.

But at the end of the day.. all i want you to know is that no matter what, We have what some people dont have. And that is what is inside of us. Your beauty my dear is not only outside, but inside. Your spunky and loud and wild nature is what sets you apart from others. SO! chin up big smile, becasue no one can beat that ok?

TO: my girls tyng and nurul

I dont know what i'm doing anymore. i really dont. and nurul.. i cant believe i said wht i said that night. And tyng i'm crazy for ever thinking about (you can ask me to fill in the details) what i thought about.

You guys are everything to me. what i look forward to going to school for and what i look forward to on wednesdays.. And i'll listen to what you guys have to say on this matter ok. take my hand!!! i'm really blind folded.. i need to know my next step from you guys.

Just me (eLiz)