i feel so useless casue i'm repeating one module. lot's have gone on during the past week.

i went to the d and d and i drank beer. super gross but it was the only form of alcohol served so we drank. i drank casue we were all together again. all of us. the feelings was great. but there was something missing. and halfway i realised. Leza was missing.

yea i nearly cried casue of it. haha. well i know that if she had been there. we'd be laughing like crazy. we'd prob be best dressed casue she'd dress as a british boy. haha. i just love her.

havent had the time to visit her at vivo. wanted to but my friend drove past and i didnt wanna ask for too much.

Then the chalet. was hte next night. i drank tiger. haa. so gross. again. but yea. chalet. was drinking with some ppl like the guys and maddy.. coach was drinking tooo..... i was totally satisfied wih my million bbqd chicken wings. wahhahaha..!!! supreme deluxe honey chicken wings. but we all started laughing when maddy got mixed up with the spices and seasoning. haha

it was great but yea. somehow hurt like hell. i hate it when i drink beer i hate it when i dont feel happy. The fact that everyone speaks malay and i dont really sucks ahahhahahhaa!! yea. i do understand a lil bit. but they speak real fast. hahha.. and i'm like huh? hahhaa

anyway renee did something that made me quite irritated. not really did. but said. she waswearing leza's shoes today. then i said isnt that leza's shoe? and she said ya i just take and wear she also not here anymore. later then i buy my own. WTF. seriously. i know i'm being a total bitch and all casue i'm super petty but what the hell... the impact of her leaving was like so great on me and she could have put it in nicer ways.

anyway she made it up by making me laugh at her weirdness. haha

Michelle is still a lil irritating. but somehow i feel sorry for her. she gives me the impression that her parents were really hard on her until she just went crazy. or something. yea.

i'm being nice eventhough i'm frank. yes my straight to the point attitude is super insulting. but i dont mean it that way. i just hate beating about the bush. i'm a straight to the point person. unless of course you're someone special to me. yea. i'll just giggle.

Synic-sim. whahahaa.

and seriously. if michelle could read this it would be great:

please do not work so slowly.sometimes you are so slow my eye balls wanna age. and when you try to be fast dont push me! casue seriously when i get sick of it. i will push back. an when you dont know how to check stock ask. dont hold the phone and er er er . then hehahahehahaha to me. it's like super weird.

yea. anway early day tmr. i'll be a hppy baby tmr. trg is tmr!! weeeeee!! i'm just tired. and my jaw dislocated again today. wth. ***(initials)! your fault! hahaa.. shit. anyway. yea. got to count 6 mnths all over agian.

The one man i can never have i would like to give my whole heart to.

Just me (eLiz)