i was so sad i messaged gab. I MESSAGED GAB WHEN I WAS SAD.. for the first time.. i messaged anyone when i was sad. then i spoke to aaron too.

you guys are really besties.

for those fuckers who pissed me off.. seriously.. you should get your own lives and stop trying to live mine. you can fill me with your bullshit.. drown me in your crap.. but at the end of the day i'm sad for you becasue my best friends pull me out and you're still stuck in your neverending pile of stinking shit.

Just because you're bored with your own little lives.. stay out of mine. you have no idea what i've been through.. and after all that's said and done.. you're just a pin prick compared to the heavy loads of rocks that have torn me down.








no matter how hard the blow i'll get back on my feet. i'm not whole. but i'm dam good at getting myself back up. it's almost like a routine already. take it out on me. take me on the rebound. slap me to make you feel better.

recently many things have been happening to me. i dont know what i'm doing anymore. I cant do this but i cant do that either. so i end up doing this. BUt in the end. if this turns out bad.. i should have taking the that route. but i couldnt. shit. this is complicating

anyway i love thurs and fris!! hahhaa.. but.. then again.. i think i should forget it.. it's a bad idea.. ahhahhaa.. i love nurul tyng.. gab and aaron!!!

you guys are my source of strength.

i wanna watch movies.. who wants to bring me out?
no ah peks please.



i dare you to move. i'll hold your hand silently and pick you up when you fall. i'll be there cause it's the right thing to do...imy

Just me (eLiz)