today at work wasnt such a good day. though i had fun and all. FAFA is leaving. her last day is like tmr! oh my goodness. and tht new woman is coming! i dont know man. it's quite risky. if everyone is gone. what about me??!!! i dont wanna be trapped in my own country in a shop of foreigners. esp when they talk so fast with astrong accent and i cant understand.i feel so. dumb.

talking about dumb. the chinese girl there called me stupid once. i was quite upset. but nvm.tolerant. yea.

so ya. just spoke to yongle online. wahhahaha.. yes i know i should not be.but i try to be nice. then again i do need time for myself right. ha.

yes the usual stuff. try to make me jealous of his new gf. which i dont really care exists or not. he's just harming his own brain. seriously.

today i change outfits on dead figures. haha.manequins. to be exact. hmmm was cool touching em here and there. PLEASE THAT'S JUST A JOKE. haha. was cool cause i got to make absolutely disgusting blouses look nice. weeeee!!

then i packed the storeroom at 6 and instead of doing moring shift i ended up doing full. but it gave me lots of time to think. and all. NAD was there with me. making me laugh and loosen up. somehow i really am not the same person i used to be. i may be the same tolerant person.but not as tolerant. and i easily get pissed off at ppl when they do someting repeatedly and irritatingly.i'm being a moody freak.

alamak. i want myself back. i feel so depressed now. haha.

gtg! peace.

i want me back!! boo hoo

Just me (eLiz)