life's journey continues. tmr at work will be a new day and no matter how tired i am. or how my head spins at work. i'll go on. becasue it helps. i will go on. and be busy and rush around. doing the many things i love doing.

i miss aaron. and i really really wanna be at his party tmr. but i cant melvin says not eanough staff. and i cant take mc. mom would kill me. melvin would kill me. then i'd be an irresponsible worker.

i was thinking of going clubbing with them after that. aaron said maybe zouk on guest list. but in the end steph couldnt make it.

hahaha. well.. these few days i just really need to club or drink just for one night. and dance all my sadness away. i'll be fine after that. i know i will i just need to let loose. and forget about everything, have some fun. my friends during the hols are like working and having fun. i'm working. training. sleeping working training sleeping. not forgetting the never ending nags my mom has that are exacltly like bullets. except they never end. amo is cheap. they only cost a cup of coffee and a plate of chicken rice. that lasts her.. one day.

Fuck the world is ending i can feel it. i just wanna die now. haha. i'm too tired to do anythign else. and everytime i go to work. i get the most exciting job. ENTRANCE. like omg. wat the hell.. i feel sOOOOOOO useful. thanks man.

i dont know what i want anymore. i feel like a total screw up and i just feel like screwing up my life. ya and to add on to all the nags from my mother my sister is starting to get on my nerves.

just becasue she has a bf she thinks she owns the universe. this always happens.and when she eventually breaks up with all the other losers. she comes crying to me. yea. they are losers big sister. they think with their second brain and they are spouting communism into your brain. please kill them now!! now now now!

anyhow. i better get back to talking to NAD now. or he'd feel lonely. hahahahhaa.. toot!

Just me (eLiz)