1. The person who tagged you is: TYNG

2. Your relationship with him/her: my school mate from nyp

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her: hairy!!(hahaha just kidding.)5..hmmm. loud. crazy laughter. my laughing buddy. someone who'd be there for me no matter what. crazy!!

4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:help me find strength to do what was best for me. (nrl helped too!!)

5. The most memorable words that he/she had said to you: he doesnt deserve your craziness.

6. If he/she will become your lover, you will: probably die being a lesbian and never go to heaven.

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she will have to improve on will be: GO FOR SEX CHANGE. WAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:stare at her when she laughs out loud. then go home and laugh out louder than she did. at her.hmm.. yea.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason being will be: she slept with my husband.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: happiness. really babe. happiness.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: silly and really fun girl who lives all the way in JB.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you: some bulls in school seriously dont like me and other girls like tyng. it's just becasue they're jealous of our bond and hte things we've been through.

13. The character you love of yourself is: my stupid laughter and the fact that i do stupid things to make the ppl i love laugh.

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is: the fact that i am closean eye when the people i really love take advantage of me.

15. The most ideal person you want to be: myself adding a lil more brains and height. everyone is special and beautiful in their own way. as long as they keep smiling and their chins up!

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people: i'm going to skip this man!

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now for the blog entry.

i dont know what's upwith me these few days. suddenly work doesnt seem fun at all. problems at work. staff transferring outlets. haha. everything is changing. and it's moving faster than anyone can keep up or get emotionally prepared for.

been feeling really empty these few days. and the raw question pops into my head. do i really still love him. fact is. i do miss the good times we had. i missed it even when we were together. but then again. move on girl. but.. then again. hahahhaa.. it's probably still too soon. why is it. everyone can move on from their bad r/s except me. it's not like mine is any longer than theirs.

Then again. i look at who i was when i was with him. and who i am now. i am happy now. happier than i was in a span of 2-3 years. and it feels great. after effects? yea.. sure they do exist. i'm broke and when i'm feeling low and empty. i have no dough to shop man. that sucks big time.

you know even though it's been just a few weeks at topshop? i feel the sadness and breaking up of an entire family at that outlet. i feel the atmosphere and it's when everyone is relaxed. truth is. it's not reall that way. everyone is sad and hurt that something they worked so hard for is just falling apart when they have just began to fill in the spaces.

the tripod.i was talking to melvin. and i told him about a tripod. it has three legs. when they've not been attached everything seems so useless and good for nothing. but when they are attached. they lean on one another. they are all they have. and no matter how many times they've been stepped on or thrown into a corner. togther they are inseperable. until you remove one.

nthing ever is the same again. the two are not stable. even fixing a new one in wont work casue there will still be that rockiness around. the spcae that needs to be filled in. even though it may just be a small space. it's a space.

i guess wat i've been trying to say all along is. everthing is changing from one. to two now three. i feel it even though i'm new. i feel it. i really do. it's just like the spcae i have in me. just brought to life.

when everything feels so right. when everything falls perfectly. it falls apart. yet again.

living in a screwed up world. you go everywhere and it's a lil screwed. survival of the fittest now is: who doesn adjust and become screwedup is destined for higher ground.

who can you ever trust now a days. where can you trust yourself to be.who do you lean on.

Just me (eLiz)