I got up at 12 this afternoon and decided to study. was going to go out at first but felt kinda tired of travelling. I felt that something was not going to be right today. What could it have been. The guy who's so nice to me was going to pick me up to watch him play a winning game.

or so i thought.

I stayed home and had half of my mummy's duck rice. was suuuuper nice. good thing she shared with me. I didnt really have my appetite. But now.. i guess it's going to be lost for quite some time. yet again.

I left my friendster on while studying and saw a message come in. It was from some guy that i didnt really know but he claimed he talked to me at sentosa. Supposed to be in NS and from nyp. Thing is he said he saw him at Tampines Mall and he was with a friend. that i knew. haha. but what i didnt know or know if i should believe was something else.

Well maybe i'm thinking too much? Maybe i'm being paranoid. After all he is just really my friend. I set the border at first remember. Or maybe it's one of those people who're just talking behind people's backs.

Close one eye like yet again? Or feel afraid and run away. Refuse/accept.Refuse/accept

Believe and trust is important right. Yet why hide the truth. Guess history is repeating itself after all. Or not. Maybe.

Guess i'll just go to bed to forget my life. Like i always do. right. =) i'll be fine tmr.