"Amazing grace, How sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me." The song playing in the background was amazing grace. I am currently sitting on the stone 'parapet' trying real hard to study. Earlier on we(me and pris) were studying at orchard library. Well i was studying and she was blogging and playing lame games.

Sitting here trying to study as i find myself, well staring blankly at my notes and eventually into space. Dont know what's been up these few days but my thirst for books arent like last week. I hardly think it's burnt out. But appetite's been real bad too. I am like eating a lil bit and giving the rest to pris or like drinking half a cup of smoothie. bought a bottle of water bout half an hour ago and not even half of it is gone.

Last night was the worse. I couldnt get to sleep and i found myself deleting comments from some persons page. It was for the best right? But i'm just like so dead eh! staring blankly into space. I was never like this. I dont want to be like this. Being semi-depressed is depressing. I dont want wrinkles yet!!

So i've decided to leave like now and go home take a break then study like tonight till 4 or something then sleep all the way till tomorrow when i get up and go for training. I really need a break i feel but when i've dont completely nothing in my life while doing completely everything to ruin myself?

I feel like such a loser. =)

Just me (eLiz)