I saw the subject title trending on twitter: #ThingsIReallyLike Clicked on it. Began reading what people wrote. Some of the as usual, were ridiculous and redundant. So i began thinking of something that i could type in there, my own #ThingsIReallyLike Well... It's too long a list and posting it on twitter just means that everyone i know would know what i really felt about everything. so... *blush* IM SO NOT DOING IT THERE. I decided that if i were going to create a list, no better place than on the webpage that is mine, but people i dont know would see it instead of people i DO know. lol. here it goes. #ThingsIReallyLike: I like your smile when you look at me and your whole face lights up like im the only thing in the world I like when you cuddle me to sleep and even in deep slumber you wouldnt let me go. I like it when you wake up in the morning and stay in bed to look at me and brush your hand on my arms and thighs and face. I like when you pull me in and whisper in my ear that im beautiful or that you missed me I like it when someone boasts about something and you say "my girlfriend does it better" I like when you fight for me I like it when it's just us and even though we have nothing to do, we're contemplated just being together. I like you getting angry cause i dont stay in bed with you on sundays - i do now, you dont, just saying I like you remembering to have time for me I like it when you're going somewhere and say "I want you to be there with me" I like when you cheekily say "Sweetie, bathe together?" even thought you know it's not gonna happen I like when you text me sweet things when im sleeping - you should do that more often I like when you say "lets get a place" even though there's a lot involved in getting there I like how you make me laugh when you do stupid things and i cant breathe and my nose crinkles up I like when you call I like when you text me long messages I like when you hold my hand while driving I like when we bar hop.

Its time to prove that you can be here for me.

What would it take for you to ask me how i'm doing. If my sickness is better. If my Emotions are coping. Sometimes i really am alone. Hello my love, where have you been.

People change?
Dont know what to feel, dont know what to think.

Just want to be the way we are. You and me, we were made to with stand the world remember.

Come back to me

Ive been so happy with you. Happiest ive ever know myself to be. And the worst part about it was that you were happy too.

Maybe after awhile, you forgot the reasons why you were always happy was because i was there to pick you up. I was there to cheer you on. I was there to give you treats that i knew would lift up your spirits.

The worst thing about last night, was that i didnt get a chance to tell you i loved you on the 11th. It is truely a really special day in my heart. But why do you always pick fights when you dont have a clear mind.

Everytime your friends ask me how many times ive carried you home, you have no idea how happy i am to hear that. Because i willingly do it, bring you home and drag your ass from the car.

I need you to be the one whos there for me. I need you to be the one who cares for me. I need you to be the one who bothers to be with me even when we are extremerly bored. I have been everything i can to you, so why cant you put yourself aside and put me in your mind.

I used to go to your fb and look at our photos cause you would always wanna upload them no matter how long it took. But now, theres just an empty space and you just really couldnt be bothered. Maybe you didnt know that all this while, even though you gave me such a hard time, you were the one i found peace in, strength in, i found that i wanted to spend my life with you.

Idk. Would we ever be awesome again? Would we ever be we again. Im willing to work on it with you. Even though you might be the one who needs to work on yourself more. Would you bother?

it's like rainbows, then a downward spiral.

i just want to be happy.

6 months later i'm here again.

It's almost as if the days have flown by. It's been a year since we've been together. I have to say that each time i look at you, i still look at you the way i did exactly a year ago.

Innocent love.

But i wouldnt be wrong if i said that you were slipping. Slipping as though you know these days would never end. Slipping as though i've taken everything away from you.

i have no qualms about the person you are.. the only thing i have qualms about is you not being who you are.. unless the person you are, isnt the person i fell in love with.

and i know, thats not true. you are the man i fell in love with, and the man i choose to be with. i need you to show me i wasnt wrong.

Just me (eLiz)