♥Thursday, August 26, 2010 } 11:47 AM
today.. A colleague of mine was telling me how he was writing a jar of 99 short messages to his girlfriend because tomorrow would be their 99th day together.
He then went on and asked if anyone had done that for me..
Answer: no one
Apart from making me a little sad.. Yes.. He made me realised how i was always the one who had been doing it. Throughout all the relationships i have had. Well..
I thought about stuff through the entire night at work.. And realised.. That despite liking the feeling of being loved and cherished and held and all that other stuff.. I didnt feel much back. Honestly.. Maybe the best thing or the worst that has happened to me so far is..
I probably wont be feeling love any time soon. To me.. It doesnt really.. Matter?.. Cause i have.. Officially.. Become numb.. To this world.
Pitiful much.
