♥Monday, July 19, 2010 } 10:19 PM
It's been exactly a month now. And I wouldn't say it has been easy. Sometimes I still find myself feeling sad at night. Am I not worth that much? How could anyone love me more than you did? That's what you liked to say. But I can definitely think of others who'd do more for me. Maybe you had a change of heart. Which was something I always knew would happen. But I kid myself into believing that you were different and maybe even one of a kind.
It doesn't matter anymore. Cause you seem like you are moving on with your own life and what you are supposed to be. It's probably my fault cause in the first place I'm the or who set you free. So I guess I should probably be moving on too. Even though somehow o don't feel like. But I feel I need to try as hard as you are, and leave the past behind.
I just thought you should know... I can't stop remembering the good times cause I loved you. I probably still do.. But fuck it. I refuse to be lagging behind you. And you should also know.. I was always planning on coming back to you. You just didn't have strength and faith.
So what does love mean to you?
