♥Wednesday, February 10, 2010 } 4:37 AM
im at cathay now.. Studying. Yes, i study best when im all alone.
I just spoke to you on the phone. Somehow.. Its not that i dont trust you.. But it makes it hard for me to free fall sometimes..
Get my meaning? Like let go and feel free, free to love you.
You hung up so fast.. I didnt even have the time to say anything else. I didnt even have the time to say a proper goodbye.
I dont really know where i stand sometimes.. In your heart? Or just an item that can be used as and when. I hope these feelings fo away and dont destoy me cause maybe.. I dont know whats good or bad for me. I hate to be the one who goes home without a trophy. Figure of speech.
