♥Tuesday, February 10, 2009 } 9:50 PM
So im sitting here in the bsc team 1 room.
everyone's out for lunch. there's a certain kinda of peace.
Like the kind that's good enough for reflection.
Like the kind that makes you feel relaxed.
workshop this morning was kinda interesting. it ended at 12?.. yea somewhere around there.
We havent been given any assignments today.
It's lunch break and
I'm not hungry in fact my tummy feels a little weird.
Saw nicsoon and babyryan earlier. they were going to play tennis. Such bitches. HAHA
i was reviewing my blog posts becasue i had nothing else to do. and i realised something.
as much as i can write about my life. what i feel. what i think.
i dont like to read about it at all.
it's nothing i actually want to read again or ever see again.
but there was this post i found. haha. Lester ong! remember your post. haha.
anyways. i'm planning my great escape to get away from the freaks in my house. I'd probably regret next time. but i dont care. all i know is if i continue to be in my position then i'd probably look back and try to imagine the 'what ifs' if i had the courage to do the things i want to do.
so when there's a great escape.. there's gotta be a plan.
1. Get my drivers license (trying to use my mums credit card)
- i figured if i dont get it and i move out. i'd never get the opporunity to ever even smell the closeness of ssdc or cdc or bbdc ever again.
2. Go mad shopping (psychoing my parents)
- I've spent an entire working life providing for myself.. so maybe i should just start making my mum and dad feel guilty and start giving them the puppy eyes.
In other words.. it's time to get my way.
3. Make sure they think i'm an awfully sweet child (the toughest in the to-do list)
- i kinda have a lot of things going on in my head. so maybe i should just try to be innocent for a while
4. The big bang! (The heavens scream hallejuah)
- Exploding like a force. They'll go mad. It's time to act like a kid and make them go crazy and they wont accept it. that's when i dodge and LEAVEEEEEEE!!!!
do you hear that?? the angels singing.. the church bells ringing. SANTA CLAUS GIVING ME A PRESENT
haha.
obviously it has to be well planned with steph and aaron notified. and i can leave my cleaner days behind. muahahahahah
