♥Tuesday, October 30, 2007 } 9:40 AM
Today.... today... today...
i knew it wasnt going to be a very good day.. from the start. My sister was violent in bed. and i just felt like making her a lil late.. So i decided to drag waking up. and i accomplished my goal!! she was 2 mins late!!
anyway so she was late but i was an hour early for Accounts lecture.
ARGH!
So i stoned in the canteen till 9.45 and decided to go to the lec hall and wait though i knew i'd be the first one there.
After school i met gab. We went to town!!looking for his avenged sevenfold cd. that was supposed to be released today.. Two %%&%&^*$ up sales assistants.. so we just left.. also casue the cds werent here yet.
THEN WE WENT TO....... meet lester. Super shy.. hahahha.. first time meeting.. you know.. I AM A SHY GIRL.
Another fashion disaster day.. White top.. Black shorts.. Grey scarf. NO THAT'S NOT THE ONLY THINGS I HAVE.. WHITE AND BLACK. but it was fun i must say even though we didnt do much.
Half the time i was staring at some travel agency.. TUNABAY RESORT. whahahahahaa!!! HUNGRY HUNGRY.
Then i had to go back for training. Was s not looking forward to it the whole day.. i have my reasons.. ARGH!!!! Seriously... why cant it just be st hildas everywhere. i miss them like crazy.. i miss my coach like crazy.
But my relationship witht he coach at nyp is getting better infact.. we speak both eng and chinese now.. hmmm
just really hope i play main7 for ivp. or i'd be such a failure again. YET AGAIN. the first one to ever not get into tp team and the first one to ever not be.......... fill in the blanks..
Things will get better.. i know they will. some people tell me to take a break from volleyball.. but.. you know i cant seem to put the ball down. well.. price is paid for what you want.
Changed a lot since i was with him.. i dont have the same confidence i used to have.. the same respect i used to gain. and i even stone on court. STONE ON COURT. like nvr in my life have i done that.. i need to get back to earth.. and fast!!
HAPPY BABY IS COMING BACK!!!!\
weeeeee!!
You are everything..everything that i want.
