i quarrelled with someone again today. just to make things clear to that boy. i didnt bad mouth her. you know i didnt. i've known her for what. 11 years while you've known her for 4. and it doesnt prove anything that you're in the same class as her. you called her a slut. and i am right about what i said which is- stop using the people around you to your own advantage.

my conscience is clear. And yes while you can say that so me. i quote: "i said it before and i'll say it again. FUCK OFF BITCH"

yes i admit. i am a bitch. i'm a bitch to you. i'm a bitch becasue you made me this way. and we quarrel because of your house keys. i admit again. i am childish. i am childish when i talk to you/ i have the right to be childish being denied the first 10 years of my life. and you can blame it on you so called child depression which is bull shit.

As all my readers can see in previous posts. that's what you said. you blamedmy sadness and the 3 years of my life i invested on you. and my heart that i willingly gave to you. you blamed it on your depression.

night life + drinking +sleeping +millions of other girls? = hahaha yes yes your so called depression

while my happpiness was : waiting at your door step+ the cab fares + the cake i made which you ate a bit of + the cards i made that were throw on the table + the ribbons that i tied that got lost.+ the stars i made that were hard as rock(i cut the paper myself *high grade ppr i may add) till my fingers bled and they were compared to another girls stars.

that's my happiness..

WAS my happiness.

now you can compare your depression and my happiness.

what a load of crap.

Anyhow. since you said you want me to fuck off. yea. i'll do just that. childish as it may seems your wish has been granted. casue honestly. i cant say sorry to you anymore when it's not my fault. i cant take the blame for everything. i'm tired of fighting. and i have always been. too tired to entertain you. and now. i'm doing what i should have done a million years ago.

IGNORE YOUR STUPIDITY.

i didnt say anything like asshole to you. though you are. hahaha. but yea.you told me to fuck off..

well i seriously hope you move on dont blame it on your keys like what you did. keep it as a momento? what rubbish. i rather kiss my own ass than keep your keys as a momento. i just dont wanna see your stupid face

apparently you have a brain which you dont use. you use the end of your stick to think and think you should be proud casue that's your greatest asset. your 2 pea brains.

what ever you do from now on.wishes to you and that girl you're courting. may she enjoy your depression and wallow in her happiness.

if she's a ncie girl. please spare her.



Anyhow. back to me. i wanna pierce under my lip. like the midpoint of the chin and the lip/ wahahahhaa.. yes yes math freak.

48$$ dont know worth it or not. everyone says yes it's worth it. hahaha.. wanted to do it since sec 3 but nvr got to doing it. so. yea i may do it this time. haha.

mummy dont kill me. i need at least. my youth. whahhaa..

i love everyone!!! they help me pass day by day.

MWAHHHHH!

Just me (eLiz)