For the whole week the same thing has been in my mind. Future. Past. Present.

Future is what makes us stronger they say. But at the end of the road what makes us stronger is our will to survive every storm. Looking forward to the rainbow.

Just heard the church bells. It's 12pm on the first of november.

Talking about first of november. I got a message this morning. It said let's not forget what happened on this date. 1-1-1

If things didnt work out. Blame it on me. But now that i no longer belong to you. I'll just blame it on you.

Peace. Serenity.

I feel it now. Like i've never felt it before. It's like this whole begining that i can step right into.

I spoke to some of my classmates earlier for the first time. They were going to play badminton. And i wondered. What if i was like that. Free from troubles.. Free from everything. Everything that made me sad. Everything that made me cry.. Everything that made me think too hard to forget.

I'll be ok. I know i will. In fact i'm getting better. I'm happy.

I met a girl yesterday. She was binny's friend. She was talented. Real talented. She was artistically inclined. She could dance her heart out and according to binny she could sing too.

I never felt what i was really like to excel in something except for the time i was in st hildas volleyball team


As much as i miss my team, I thought about it. And i realised i wouldnt trade my nyp team for any other team. i mean. We are a team. and i'll grow and catch up. i will. I'll get everything i had back. Becasue we're a team.

It's just like life. Everything can be done by yourself right.. except sometimes you're waiting for that 1 special friend to run back and pull you along. The one person who never doubts your existence. The one friend who'll nvr let you walk alone.

What if life was just a dream. Well if it ws i hope it never ends cause i wanna see what happens next. I'll live on for the next chapter.

Just me (eLiz)